Post by Koda on Jul 22, 2009 18:26:08 GMT -5
Ok. I have started writing another story and I like this one so far. It's pretty vulgar when it comes to words, but good I think 
Chapter 1
I woke up to lots of talking and laughing down in the kitchen. Where my room just so happens to be above. I groaned loudly, not like they would hear. But as soon as I did the laughter became ever so slightly louder. I rolled my eyes as I tore the covers off of my body and made my way to my bathroom when I remembered where I was. I was back in La Push with my dad and mom. I sighed as I grabbed a towel and extra clothes and walked into the bathroom and turned on the shower so it was steaming before I climbed in.
It was going to be hard falling back into the routine of having a “whole” family again. My mom, Alyssa and dad, Cameron were married for three years before they had me, and after my mom did have me my parents marriage just fell apart. And when I saw fell apart I mean hard, I am surprised that there back together again. But anyway, after they had me they tried to work it out and ended up staying together for five more years before they ended it. I was five at the time and my mom was pregnant with her second child. But she did not know that she was till three months after they split, and my mom being the strong independent woman she is did not go crawling back to my dad. We toughed it out for as long as we could till my mom met up with an old collage buddy. His name is Charlie Swan. He is chief of Forks police or something like that. He took us in and was my dad till I turned 17. His daughter Bella Swan came home because she wanted to spend some “quality” time with her dad…we left. My mom didn’t want to impose and I was getting kinda tired of living with the Chief of police. I was and am the party girl. I got my first hang over at fourteen at my best friends Mike Newton’s party. And was kinda the playboy of the school. But when you’re a girl you don’t get any slaps on the back or high-fives for sleeping with almost all of Forks male population. You get called “whore, slut, scank.” But my all time favorite thing a girl has yelled at me was “You’ll jump anything with a dick!” And that came from the schools other scank Loren when her boyfriend at the time Tyler got caught sleeping with me. And just to prove her point I did jump some guy, but turned out he was gay. But Loren didn’t know and we didn’t tell her, so we pretended to make out and have sex back at our hotel we were staying at in Port Angeles for a party after prom. Turned out me and Tanner [the gay guy] had lots in common. He liked rock, hard rock, metal, and scremo kinda music. His favorite non-rock band is Hollywood Undead. But we would be lying if we said that their music was verging on rock. He is maybe the best guy I have ever met, and I don’t really care that he is gay. To bad he is though. He is so hot. He has shaggy platinum blonde hair with light blue eyes that are always covered in eyeliner. He is tan and kinda muscular. The hot ones are always gay right? But I just recently moved back to my hometown La Push, like yesterday and still haven’t seen my best friend yet.
I sighed as I thought about that and turned off the water and wrapped the towel around my body tightly and grabbed my old clothes and put them in the dirty hamper and grabbed my clean ones and walked back to my room and quickly got dressed. I put on a baby blue low cut tank top with hip hugger shorts that showed about an inch of skin around my waist. I pulled my dirty blonde hair that was almost verging on the color of sandy brown into a high ponytail and put some mascara and eyeliner on. I did a once over on my self and smiled before I walked out of my room and down stairs.
“Mmmmm! Smells fucking good mom!” I said as I walked into the kitchen.
“Felicia Faye! We have people over. Watch your mouth!” She said looking at me and glowered lightly.
I rolled my eyes. My mom didn’t care how I talked around people. I guess she was just trying to look good in front of my dad who spoke up next about my outfit.
“Holy. Crap. Where are the rest of your clothes at?” My dad asked pointing at my clothes. Which earned badly hidden laughs.
I pulled out the shirt to look at it then let it cling back to my shape then looked down at my shorts “Um…dad these are my clothes…” My eye brows furrowed “And plus I wear this crap all the time. So don’t blow a gasket.” I rolled my eyes again which got a slap on the back of the head from my mom. “God! Mom” I said sitting down next to a large russet colored man and looked up at him and a giant goofy grin was plastered on my face “OMG!! Quil? Is that you? Daaaaaamn! Boy you’re hot.” I said looking at him wide eyed and the table busted up laughing, which I glared at them and stuck my tongue out at them.
“Well. That’s one kind of greeting you get from your life long best friend.” He said chuckling before I was out of my seat and jumping into his lap my arms around his neck. I flinched a little at the hotness of his skin.
“You really are hot…you ok?” I asked placing my hand on his forehead.
“Yeah, I am fine.” He said before some one piped up.
“Yes-you-are.” Very slowly and trying to be seductive like and I giggled.
“Well your not that bad yourself.” I said turning around to look at the person who said it and it was another russet colored man who looked like he was 25 and I shuddered.
“You do no its illegal to hit on a minor..right?” I said and they all laughed
“I’m only fourteen.” He said matter-of-factly before adding “And it only becomes illegal when I hop into bed with you.” He said suggestively and waggled his eyebrows up and down. And I smirked.
“Oh really is that true?” I said as flirtly as I could and got out of Quil’s lap and sauntered over to him and bent down to his earlobe and brought it into my teeth which earned me a hiss coming from his clenched teeth then a shudder as I lightly bit down on it and tugged before releasing his earlobe “Do I look thateasy?” I whispered blowing a hot breath in his ear and shot back up and walked over to Quil and sat down in his lap as every one looked from me and back to the fourteen year old.
“Well..umm..” My dad said rubbing the back of his neck uncomfortably and I giggled. Soon every one else did to.
I looked back at Quil and smiled as I scooted back into his chest, unconsciously grinding my ass onto his erection as I tried to find a comfortable spot. I stopped moving when he let out a low groan and moan and let his head fall back a little.
I smirked “Wow Quil. I thought you were happy to see me before, but wow. I didn’t think you would get this excited.” I said glancing down to his lap to emphasis my point. Every one but my dad was laughing.
“Ok! Enough of this crap right now Felicia Faye Bond!” My dad yelled fuming. Though is russet skin was just as dark as every one else’s you could see the red coming through.
“There is no need to be talking about things like that at the table, at breakfast time. Or period!” He yelled again and started shaking furiously. My mom put her hand on his shoulder and he calmed down a little but was still shaking. Quil leaned forward a little so he was almost a protective shield around me as was every one else; they were standing up ready to jump on my dad.
“Come on babe. Lets go out side for a little.” She said in a soothing voice and pulled my dad out of his chair and they both walked out with two of the larger boys following after them.
“Hey Bond? Where are mom and dad going?” Asked my eleven-year-old brother Jara.
“Oh hey Jay-ra. I am not really sure. Dad just got a little mad so he is going out for a little. But no worries Jara they’ll be back.” I said grabbing his hand and smiling.
“Oh mom made food why don’t you make your self some fo-“
“Bond? What kind of nickname is that?” Asked some one at the table.
“Shut it Paul.” That was Quil who spoke.
“Oh. I guess I should introduce every one.” He said before pointing to the fourteen year old.
“That is Seth, next to him is Embry and next to Embry is Paul the douche bag. -“ I giggled before he continued “And then this is Jake, or Jacob and the other two that left are Sam and Jared.” I nodded and smiled at all of them.
“And for your information Paul-“ I sneered his name “Jara gave me that nickname when he learned out last name and so it just stuck so there!” I said sticking my tongue out at him like a five year old.
I looked back over at Jacob who kept staring at me with some weird emotion in his eyes that I could not read; there was love, adoration and something else. But I couldn’t place my finger on it. I smiled at him just to be nice and a giant smile spread on his face that made my smile grow.
Chapter 2
Jacob’s POV
I was laying in my bed in a peaceful sleep when…….BAM!! My bedroom door is being slammed into my wall and two large hands are shaking the crap out of me yelling at me to get up.
“Jacob!… Jacob!! Wake the hell up!!” It was Quil who was screaming in my ear.
I groaned loudly and rolled on to my left side away from Quil.
“Dude! You have to wake up! Cam called a meeting at his house!” He yelled again practically jumping on my bed now to get me up.
“Holt crap?! No way?!” I said feigning urgency. “I don’t give a crap! I stayed up all night patrolling because Cam had a family reunion with his wife and kids. I am in a crap ass mood and have only gotten about 5 hours of sleep!” I snapped.
Quil rolled his eyes before he gave a half smirk.
“Well fine then. I’ll just tell him that you don’t want to help show his seventeen-year-old daughter around La Push. But that’s ok because I hear she’s hella sexy.” He said drawling his sentence using a nonchalant tone and hopped off my bed, placing his hands in his pockets and started to walk away.
“Wait!! Wait, wait, wait, wait!! Seventeen?” I said as a small smile crept on my lips.
“Ok, I’m coming. Meet you at his house?” I asked jumping out of my bed and grabbing a white t-shirt and some faded blue, ripped, jeans and jogged into the bathroom down the hall and turned on the shower and got in. I heard Quil laughing as he walked past the bathroom door.
“You better hurry up or the breakfast Alyssa is making will be all gone..” You could just hear the smirk in his words.
“Ok, Ok!” I said quickly as I washed my hair “Hey! Quil! How do you know what Cameron’s wife’s name is?” I asked as I stepped out of the shower ten minuets after I got in and wrapped a towel around my hips and dried myself off and put on my clothes before I walked out of the bathroom. And looked at Quil who was leaning up against the wall.
“Oh, her and my mom go waaaaay back.” He said kinda smug.
I rolled my eyes and started to walk to my front door with Quil trailing behind me.
We reached the house with in a few minuets. It was about five houses down from mine. I have been to Cameron’s [our Alpha] house many times. But something about it today just made it look different. It was a two-story house with rocks covering the whole bottom of the front part of the house. The rocks came just up to the windows, made it look very rustic, almost. The rest of the house was pure white with black trim and shutters, and the front door was a bright red. That made me laugh whenever I looked at it, but it just pulled the house together. All I can say is that it is a one of a kind.
I all ready heard the laughing and I could smell the food that Cam’s wife was making and it smelt better then Emily’s cooking. I just wont say that in front of her. I walked into the house and took a big waif of the air and was almost drooling at the smell of the food. I walked into the kitchen and my eyes almost bugged out of my head did she know to make all of this food? There were eggs, bacon, sausage, toast, pancakes, and waffles. With little condiments for your pancakes and waffles, like blueberries, strawberries, raspberries, blackberries, honey, syrup, butter, peanut butter.
“Oh she is gooood,” I thought to myself as I took a seat next to Paul and started to make my self a plate.
“This all looks really good Mrs. Bond.” I said as I shoved two pieces of bacon in my mouth.
“Thank you. Jacob..right? I already know every one else. And no need for formalities, just call me Alyssa.” She said smiling.
“Oh, I am sorry. Yes. I am Jacob Black, nice to meet you.” I said shoveling more food in my mouth.
I looked at the clock on the microwave it was around 10:30 am. I gave a small yawn and took a sip of my OJ. I looked back over at Alyssa. She was really pretty for being around 33 and having two kids. She had a slender figure with a slight pudge in her midsection, yet she still had an hourglass figure. I knew she was not Quileute because her skin tone was white, but she had a sun kissed tan. She must have had lived somewhere sunny before moving to La Push, because here you don’t get no sun. Maybe once in a while but not often. Her hair came down to her shoulders and had a small curl to it, it was a blonde. Her eyes were not blue; they were like a blue green, almost a sea green. But the color fit her perfectly.
“I wonder what her kids looked like.” I thought aimlessly, before I was brought out of my thoughts by Seth.
“Holy crap!! That is freaking hot!!” He screeched jumping out of his seat and running over to the sink and washing out his mouth.
“Damn you Paul!” He said staring daggers at Paul.
“You know I don’t like hot sauce! And then you go and put Tapitio AND Tabasco sauce on my eggs?! Hate yooou!” Seth said lightly shaking, but had in under control when Alyssa took his plate and gave him a new one with some new eggs that were on the table. But every one at the table was laughing their asses off, tears streaming down their faces from laughing. Then there was a loud groan from up stairs, which brought us into another round of hysterias.
“Sounds like she is finally getting up.” Cameron said putting some food in his mouth.
“I know. I never remembered her sleeping past nine.” Said Quil.
“What do you mean Quil you’ve met this girl?” I asked
“Oh, of course. Remember, Alyssa and my mom go way back. Felicia and I were raised together. Her mom was 17 when she was born and my mom was 19 when she had me and they both went to elementary school, then high school together.” Quil replied shrugging.
I glared at him some, he tricked me. He tricked me. He said he was going to go after her. That bastard.
Soon the shower was on up stairs and then a little bit more shuffling, before some one made their way down stairs.
“Mmmmm! Smells fucking good mom!” She said as she walked into the kitchen.
“Felicia Faye! We have people over. Watch your mouth!” Her mom said, rebuking her.
Felicia rolled her eyes at the comment and was just about to grab a seat when Cam spoke up.
“Holy. Crap. Where are the rest of your clothes at?” He asked pointing to her clothes, which just made us laugh at his comment. But we were trying to hide our laughs and we failed.
I think she did this to humor her dad, because she pulled out the shirt to look at it then let it cling back to her shape then looked down at her shorts and gave her dad a baffled look as she sat down next to Quil and said “Um…dad these are my clothes…” Her eye brows furrowed “And plus I wear this crap all the time. So don’t blow a gasket.” She rolled her eyes again before her mom gave her a slap on the back of the head from her mom as she placed food in front of her “God! Mom!” She lightly shook her head before she looked up at Quil who was wearing a giant goofy grin on his face.
“OMG!! Quil? Is that you? Daaaaaamn! Boy you’re hot.” She said looking at him wide eyed and the table busted up laughing, which she in turn glared at them and stuck her tongue out.
“Well. That’s one kind of greeting you get from your life long best friend.” He said chuckling before she was out of her seat and jumping into his lap her arms around his neck. She flinched, probably from the hotness of his skin.
“You really are hot…you ok?” She asked placing my hand on his forehead.
I chuckled a little.
“Yeah, I am fine.” Quil said before Seth piped up.
“Yes-you-are.” He said very slowly and trying to be seductive like and she giggled, I almost gagged so did Cam as he was drinking his coffee.
“Well your not that bad yourself.” She said before turning around to look at Seth. She shuddered. We all looked to be around 25 years old, but Seth looked a little younger.
“You do no its illegal to hit on a minor..right?” She said and we all laughed.
“I’m only fourteen.” He said matter-of-factly before adding “And it only becomes illegal when I hop into bed with you.” He said suggestively and waggled his eyebrows up and down. She smirked at this comment.
“Oh really is that true?” She said as sexy as she could as got out of Quil’s lap and sauntered over to Seth and bent down to his earlobe and brought it into her teeth which earned her a hiss coming from Seth’s clenched teeth then a shudder as she lightly bit down on it and tugged before releasing his earlobe “Do I look thateasy?” She whispered, but we all could hear it, before blowing a hot breath in his ear and shot back up and walked over to Quil and sat down in his lap as every one looked from her and back to Seth.
“Daaaaamn.” I murmured low enough only the wolves could hear me.
Seth still was in shock and was not moving as he stared at her.
“Well..umm..” Cam said rubbing the back of his neck uncomfortably, Felicia giggled. Every one else chuckled lightly.
She was moving around in Quil’s lap before he let out a low moan and groan before she spoke with a smirk on her full lips.
“Wow Quil. I thought you were happy to see me before, but wow. I didn’t think you would get this excited.” She said glancing down to his lap to emphasis her point. Every one but Cam was laughing.
He was shaking really bad he yelled at her.
“Ok! Enough of this crap right now Felicia Faye Bond!” Cam yelled fuming. Though his russet skin was just as dark as every one else’s you could see the red coming through.
“There is no need to be talking about things like that at the table, at breakfast time. Or period!” He yelled again and started shaking furiously. Alyssa put her hand on his shoulder and he calmed down a little but was still shaking. Quil leaned forward a little so he was almost a protective shield around Felicia as was every one else; they were standing up ready to jump on Cam if he shifted right there.
“Come on babe. Lets go out side for a little.” Alyssa said in a soothing voice and pulled Cam out of his chair and they both walked out with Sam and Jared following them.
“Hey Bond? Where are mom and dad going?” Asked a boy coming into the kitchen. He was tall almost 5’7. I sighed and rolled my eyes great just what we need another new werewolf.
“Oh hey Jay-ra. I am not really sure. Dad just got a little mad so he is going out for a little. But no worries Jara they’ll be back.” Felicia said grabbing his hand and smiling.
“Oh mom made food why don’t you make your self some fo-“ She was cut off by Paul.
“Bond? What kind of nickname is that?” Paul asked incredulously, his eyebrow furrowed.
“Shut it Paul.” That was Quil who spoke.
“Oh. I guess I should introduce every one.” He said before pointing to Seth
“That is Seth, next to him is Embry and next to Embry is Paul the douche bag. -“ She giggled at that before he continued “And then this is Jake, or Jacob and the other two that left are Sam and Jared.” She nodded and smiled at all of us. She started to say something, but I did not hear it because, -
That’s when her hazel and brown eyes met mine for the first time and a heat was flooded though me, stronger then before, but was a new kind of heat-not a burning.
It was a glowing.
Everything inside me came undone as I stared at this light russet colored beauty. All the lines that held me to my life here sliced apart in swift cuts, like clipping the strings to a bunch of balloons. Everything that made me who I was-my love for my father, my loyalty to my pack, the love for my brothers, my hatred for my enemies, my home, my name, my self- disconnected from me in that second- snip, snip, snip- and floated up into space.
I was not left drifting. A new string held me where I was.
Not one string, but a million. Not strings, but steel cables. A million steel cables all tying me to one thing-to the very center of the universe.
I could see that now-how the universe swirled around this one point. I’d never seen the symmetry of the universe before, but now it was plain.
The gravity of the earth no longer tied me to the place where I sat.
It was this sandy, brown haired, light russet colored woman that sat just mere feet from me that held me here now. [[A/N: Out of BD –with a little revising- pg. 359 and 360]]
She looked back at me again and smiled wryly which made a goofy grin be plastered on my lips, and made hers get bigger too.
That’s when Cameron, Alyssa, Sam and Jared came walking back in with a less angered Cam in front of them. I didn’t dare take my eyes off of Felicia as every one else looked way from her and over to the 4 people.
“Hey dad. Are you ok?” My angel asked her father sweetly and looked up at him through her eye lashes. Cam said nothing back to her just grabbed his plate and through it in the trash and mumbled “Meeting over.” And walked back out with Alyssa in tow.
My angel turned around and looked up at Quil with a sad look in her eyes, that made me want to run over to her and pick her up and make all the pain go away. I gripped at the table to keep me in my seat so I did not make her think I was crazy by coming over to her and holding her.
Sam nudged my side and I took a quick glance at him and he had a shit-eating grin on his face.
“Great, now he is going to hold that over my head.” I thought.
Jara looked at all of us and cocked his head to the side.
“So..um who are you?” He asked looking at all of us baffled. We told him our names before we finished all of the food on the table and put every thing away in the sink.
“Well, Jared, Embry you better get going. And Seth when you find Leah tell her she has to take a round with Jared and Em.” Sam said stretching a little.
“I’ll be at my house. Knock before you enter.” He said suggestively before he said his good-byes and walked out.
“Well, Quil. How bout we give Felicia here a tour of La Push?” I asked giving a small smirk before I looked back over at Felicia and smiled.
“Ohhh, that sounds fun!! Let me go get some pants on.” She squealed and got out of Quil’s lap –going to have to talk to him about that- and ran up stairs.
Chapter 3
Felicia's POV
“Ohhh, that sounds fun!! Let me go get some pants on.” I squealed and got out of Quil’s lap and ran up stairs.
I opened my door and jogged to my dresser “What to wear, what to wear.” I said looking through my dresser before I pulled out dark blue skinny jeans and a size too big Escape The Fate t-shirt and stripped down to my underwear and bra before slipping on my skinny jeans and shirt. I fixed my hair some after I grabbed my blue/pink/black DVS shoes and headed down stairs.
“I thought you said you were going to just change into some pants?” Quil said commenting on my change of clothes.
My igneous response was to stick my tongue out at him and turn my back to him.
I didn't have to look at him to know that he was rolling his eyes at me, because when I spun around to look at Quil his arms were crossed over his bare chest and he was looking down at me with a smirk on his lips. I giggled.
“Ok. So are you ready to leave now?” Quil asked getting a little impatient.
“Nope.” I said popping the “p”.
“What else do you need?”
“My purse. Duh!” I said as if it was the most obvious thing in the world “And were is Jacob at?”
“Why do you need your purse?” Quil asked just before Jacob responded.
“Right here.” Came a voice from the living room and out walked my mom, dad and Jacob.
“Oh. Ok.” I said internally smacking myself “Great response Felicia.”
“And because I need my purse. Got a problem with that Quil?” I teased a little.
“K. Well go get your purse. We'll be in the car waiting on you Princess. ” He said his words oozing sarcasm.
I rolled my eyes at him as he walked out of the house and to his car.
I grabbed my purse and quickly made my way to the downstairs bathroom and grabbed my cucumber melon perfume and lightly sprayed my body and inhaled deeply.
"Muumm. My fave smell ever." I mumbled to myself as I walked out of the bathroom and closed the door behind me.
"Bye mom, bye Cam." He'll be mad at me for that. He doesn't like me calling him Cam.
I heard them say there goodbyes to me as I closed the door and jogged to the car.
"Omg! It rains here just as much as it does Forks. Greaat." I said rolling my eyes.
"Well duh Felicia. Were only about 30 minuets away from Forks." Quil said pulling away from my house.
After an awkward silence I asked "What kind of music do you two listen to?"
This time it was Jacob that answered. I almost forgot about him.
"I like the oldies and a little bit of rap." He said leaning forward from the back seat placing both of his arms on either side of the seats and looking at me.
"How 'bout you Quil?" I asked.
"Oh you know. Rock, hard rock, heavy meatle and so on." He said glancing at me with a smirk.
"No shit?! Me too!! High five!" I said holding my hand out in the air for him to high five me and he did, kinda hard. There was a loud smack that filled the car.
I cupped my hand in between my legs "Ooooow! Quil. That was hard!" I wined.
"Hard?! Whaaat?! That was so soft it's not even funny." He said rolling his eyes.
“Well. Not all of us have huge bulging muscles every where on our body..” I said glaring at Quil.
"Here. Let me see your hand." Jacob said holding his hand out close to mine for me to place my hand in his.
I looked at him and chewed on the inside of my lip "Kay.."
I took my hand out from between my legs and placed it in his and I felt better almost immediately. Apparently he could tell because his face lit up into a wide smile as he held onto my hand.
After a minuet or so I pulled my hand back and he looked a little hurt, but quickly covered it up.
"So Quil were are we going to first?" I asked moving around in the chair so that my back was facing my door and the rest of my body pointed towards Quil.
"Well. First I want to show you the school then First Beach after wards, then I want to take you around and show you some of the hang outs." He said looking at me again.
I grinned mischievously and wrapped my arms around my legs.
"Soo. What do you guys do around here for fun?" I asked biting the inside of my lip again.
"Well.." Both Jacob and Quil said at the same time.
"We go cliff diving, have bonfires at First Beach..why?" That was Jacob.
"Cuz. I like to party..and hard. So I just wanted to get an idea of what you guys do around here." I said taking a deep breath as I thought before I continued again. "But you guys don't seem to “do” much..So what do you guys to at these "bonfires'?" I asked using air quotations.
"What ever really. Once the stories or legends are over and the elders leave. Every thing gets fucking crazy." Quil said grinning from ear to ear.
"That so? Well. When is on of these bonfires going to take place?" I asked my plan coming back into the works.
"There's going to be a bonfire for you and your family around 8:30 tonight." Quil said.
"Awesome. My mom will be ok with me staying out later and she'll talk to Cam. So it's all set. I'll bring the beer for you guys and the hard liqueur for me." I said a smirk on my lips.
"You wish! You can have the beer and the hard liqueur for me and Jakey here." Quil said pulling into the school parking lot.
Jacob nodded "For sure. You can't handle the stuff we drink." He smirked.
“What ever. I'll show you, and I also bet I can hold my liqueur better then all ya'll.” I said getting out of the car and shoving my hands into my pocket.
“Aww, come back here Felicia. No need to get all pissy about it.” Quil said, while Jacob came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist and spun me around so I was looking at him.
I crossed my arms over my chest and did not look up at him, I just pouted, but secretly I was gald that it was Jacob and not Quil that wrapped his arms around me.
“Ok fine. We'll save the wimpy stuff for every one else you can have what Quil and I have.” Jacob said and I smiled widely and triumphantly.
“See Quil. I was not being pissy about it. I am all good now.” I said looking over at Quil and stuck my tounge out at him before I put my arms around Jacob's neck and pulled him down to my hight and kissed his cheek before I whispered in his ear.
“Your now my favorite.” And then I let go of his neck and walked over to Quil.
“So now I'm not your favorite no more? I am deeply hurt..” Quil said sarcastically.
“Ok. Now that I've seen the school can we go to the beach now. It's not sprinkiling anymore.” I said looking back at Jacob who seemed a little dazed, so I lifted up my hand and asked him to come here by using my pointer finger and making it make a come hither motion.
He slowly nodded his head and started to walk over to me. Once at my side I linked my arm with his.
“Can't walk on your own today Jake?” Quil teased.
“And I guess we can though thats not what I ment by “showing” you the school. But webbs. Lets go.” Quill added before he started walking.
“The beach not far from here?” I asked pulling Jake at my side. Which I didn't mind. I like having him close for some reason.
Jacob seemed to come out of his trance and nodded “Yeah. It's just about 10 minuets away from here.” He said grasping my arm more tightly as he looked down at me.
I smiled some and looked around us three.
“Wow. This place is super pretty. I'll have lots of things to draw and take pictures of.” I said to myself.
“Oh you take pictures and draw? Cool.” Jacob said.
“Yeah, I do. I am pretty good if I say so myself. Do you guys have like any wild animals here? That are kind of large? Forks had some deer and little rodents and birds.” I said shaking my head at the lack of animals there.
“Yeah. We have moose, deer, wolves and also some little rodents and birds” Jacob said looking down at me.
“No way?! Wolves? How awesome. Where are there dens at?” I asked looking back up at him pretty much bouncing inanticapaion of where the wolves lived.
“Dens?!” Jacob and Quil said at the same time, before they busted up laughing.
“What? Wolves live in dens, dumb asses.” I said glaring at both of them.
“Not these ones. And they only come out when every one is asleep.” Quil said quickly as if he was trying to cover up something.
“Well then those are not wolves then..” I said trailing off and looking away from them both.
“Yeah they are.” Quil said arguing his point like a little kid.
“What ever Quil. Shut up.” I said walking a little faster.
After about five minuets of not talking and walking I started to complaine.
“How much longer? And could you guys slow down or something because not all of us here can take 50 foot long steeps..” I said looking up at Jacob and smiling my sweetest smile. Not until I looked at him did I noticed that my arm was still linked with his. I blushed.
“Jacob...” I said so inicently “Can I get a piggy back ride?” Again I said it so inocintly and looked up at him through my eye lashes.
“Please?” I smiled a little. He looked like he was having a battle between him self as he looked down at me. By this time we had stop walking, but Quil was still walking mumbiling about how we'll never get to the beach this way or something like that.
“Ok fine..” He said shaking his head nonchalantly before I let go of his arm and instently felt cold and sad of the loss of contanct between us.
He bent down so it was easy for me to get on and I had to do a running jump to acctually get on and when I did, I landeed on his back with a smack and “ompfh” that came out of my mouth along with a gust of air.
“Damn. Your like a brick wall.” I said my arms wrapping around his neck while my legs wrapped around his waist.
He satarted to walk, then jogged to catch up to Quil who looked like a tiny ant from how far away he was. I held my hand up and put my thumb up and infront of Quil's body which was covered besides his arms and made my tumb look like it had his arms. I giggled.
“What are you laughing about?” Jacob asked me.
So I showed him and put my tumb infront of his face and extended my arm as far as it could go.
He lightly chuckled.
“'Bout damn time you two get over here. What were you doing back there? Making out or what?” Quil asked as he slowed down a little so he was walking insink with Jacob.
I brought my left hand to the back of his head and pushed it “Shut up.” I said and wrapped my arm back around Jacob's neck.
“Mmmm. I can smell the beach. I love that smell.” I said closing my eyes and inhaling deeply a couple times.
“You have a good sense of smell don't ya?” Jacob asked I felt him shake with his internal laughter.
“Yes I do..and I just love this smell, and also when it rains, and then the next day every thing smells so..clean. Those are my favorite smells ever. Oh and the woods.” I said getting kinda lost thinking about the smells. I had a goofy grin on my face.
“K, we are here.” Quil said and Jacob let me drop to the ground. I landed on my but with a “omphf”
“Hey you jackass! You can't just let me fall like that. I said giving him the stink eye before I pouted.
He spun around and walked over to me and held out his hand. I crossed my arms over my chest and looked away from him.
“Oh come on Felicia get over yourself and take his hand.” Quil said sounding very annoyed.
“Fine!” I said uncrossing my arms and grabbing his hand but did not pull myself up. I was going to be stuborn. He was going to pull me up. So I went limp.
Jacob had a smirk on his lips as he forcefully lifted me up into his arms.
“That better for you?” Jake asked.
“Yes. Very. But next time put me down nicer. Good.” I said stepping out from his embrace as my back pocket started vibrating and then Freaxxx- By Brokencyde
“I got these bitches all tipsy, trying to sex me, I know they want it alcoholics are some sex freaks, This X and cronic gots me wanting to get messy, so let's get messy girl, come on let's go get messy girl. Come on bitch you know you want this, that hardcore shit, make you feel the toxic, versaoe, rolex watches, bently coups with the 20's dropping, convertible top and the wheels that spin, I can taste that ice when my grill is in, if you want me baby, fill me in, cause I don't waste my time with lesbians.”
“Hold up. It's my mom.” I said answering my cell.
“Waz up mom?” I asked
“Hey can you get back? I need you to watch Jara for me.”
“Uggh alright I will. I'll be there in a little.” I hung up on her before she was able to say anything else.
“Aight boys. I got's to go. Laters” I said and saluted them with to fingers to my forehead and spun around and started to walk back to the car.
“Holy fuck. We just got here and every thing!” Quil whined.
“Shut up Quil You can stay here. My house ain't far from the beach, like five minute walk. How come the school is so far way? On nvm I know why.” I said and started walking.
“Nvm? What does that stand for?” Jake asked as he followed me while Quil started walking to his car mumbling stuff about how stupid this was.
“Never mind. Sorry. I like using txt words..” I said and stopped so he was next to me.
“Can you walk in front?” I asked trying to push him in front.
“Why?” He asked but did as I asked.
“Cause-” I said in a duh tone. “There are giant wolves around here and the woods scare me a little..”
“Your scared of the big bag wolf?” He asked raising a thick eye brow.
“Yes. Yes I am. There beautiful and every thing, but scarry as shit..” I said walking closly behind him.
We walked in comfortable silence for a while, only asking some questions about stuiped stuff.
“So what was the rest of that song that you use as your moms ring tone?” Jacob asked a minuet later.
“It's Freaxxx by Brokencyde. Here let me play the song for you.” I said grabbing my Samsung Rant and was fiddilng around with it for a sec or so before the song started to play.
Verse one:
*Screaming*
I walk into the club looking kinda sexy now,
I see these shorties in the corner, they started making out, They pull their panties down, and take their pants off, then they started getting freaky on the dance floor. Shake it mommy, give it to me, like you need some love, I've got some bottles in the caddy we can open up, let's get drunk tonight, baby we don't have to fuck, and bring your friend along, maybe we can have some fun.
Chorus:
Let's get freaky now, let's get fucking freaky now X3
Let's get freaky now, let's get fucking freaky now
Verse two:
I got these bitches all tipsy, trying to sex me, I know they want it alcoholics are some sex freaks, This X and cronic gots me wanting to get messy, so let's get messy girl, come on let's go get messy girl. Come on bitch you know you want this, that hardcore shit, make you feel the toxic, versaoe, rolex watches, bently coups with the 20's dropping, convertible top and the wheels that spin, I can taste that ice when my grill is in, if you want me baby, fill me in, cause I don't waste my time with lesbians.
Chorus:
Let's get freaky now, let's get fucking freaky now X3
Let's get freaky now, let's get fucking freaky now
Pre-Bridge:
Liar! Liar! X4
Bridge:
Oh baby why did you have to lie to me, I can't play no more games, These thoughts are slowly controlling me, It's turning of the flames.
So go baby, Go baby
You don't want me
So go baby, go baby
Come and get me
So go baby, Go baby
You don't want me
So go baby, GO!
Come and get me,
You don't want me,
Come and get me,
You don't want me,
Come and get me.
Pre-Chorus:
(Screaming)
Chorus:
Let's get freaky now, let's get fucking freaky now X3
Let's get freaky now, let's get fucking freaky now
I looked at his face when the song was over and it was blank.
“Wow..thats...thats a song.” He said raising his brows up and down then rubbing the back of his neck.
“What? I love this song. It's so awesome. The beat and every thing. Just great.” I said putting my phone back into my back pocket.
“But it's talking about sex and crap.” He said surprized by my sentence.
“Yeah and? Most songs now a day are. Like this one for instence.”
It's yo birthday, so I know you want to ride out
Even if we only go to my house
Sip on weezy as we sit upon my couch
Feels good, but I know you want to cry out
You say want passion, I think you found it
Get ready for action, don't be astounded
We switching positions, you feel sarounded
Tell me where you want your gift, girl
Girl you know I-I-I, Girl you know I-I-I
I been feenin,
Wake up in the late night
Been dreamin bout your loving, girl
Girl you know I-I-I, Girl you know I-I-I
Don't need candles and cake
Just need your body to make...
Birthday sex...Birthday sex
Birthday sex...Birthday sex
See you sexy and them jeans got me on 10
1-2-3 Ding, I got you pinned
Don't tap out, fight until the end
Ring that bell, and we gonna start over again
We gridin with passion, 'cause it's your birthday
Been at it for hours, I know you thirsty
You kiss me so sweetly, taste just like Hershey's
Just tell me how you want your gift, girl
Girl you know I-I-I, Girl you know I-I-I
I been feenin,
Wake up in the late night
Been dreamin bout your loving, girl
Girl you know I-I-I, Girl you know I-I-I
Don't need candles and cake
Just need your body to make...
Birthday sex...Birthday sex
Birthday sex...Birthday sex
First, I'm gonna take a dive into the water,
Deep until I know I pleased that body
Or girl without a broom I might just sweep you off your feet
And make you wanna tell somebody...how I do
Or maybe we can float on top my waterbed
You close your eyes as I (?) between your legs
We work our way from kitchen stoves and tables,
Girl, you know I'm only able to please
Say you wanted flowers on the bed
But you got me and now it's on again
Girl you know I-I-I, Girl you know I-I-I
I been feenin,
Wake up in the late night
Been dreamin bout your loving, girl
Girl you know I-I-I, Girl you know I-I-I
Don't need candles and cake
Just need your body to make...
Birthday sex...Birthday sex
Birthday sex...Birthday sex
“See, this guy Jeremiah he plain out and said the damn word and made it into a very catchy song.” I said matter-of-factly. By this time we were at my house standing by the front door.
“Wow. You listen to weird stuff Felicia.” He said and started to walk away.
“Just cause you listen to oldies means nothing!” I yelled to his retreating form.
And he yelled back “Don't forget. Bonfire. Be there.”
Chapter 4
Once again I changed my clothes after Jacob walked me home. I was now wearing short blue jean shorts with a white tank top. I was sitting on the couch with one of Cam's Dois Eques, (A/N:IDK if spelling right. But it's beer lol) Jara was also on the couch with me. Kinda he was sitting next to me on the floor his head resting on my legs. We were watching a re-run of Daisy of Love, when a skunk comes into the house and 12 pack gets sprayed by the skunk and Flex and a couple other people start throughing up. I love this episode the most. Just because most are barffing because some one else is. It was almost 6:30, right now it is 5:00. I really don't know why mom and Cam had to leave and made me watch Jara. I think she should have stayed home with him and just sent me with Cam. Jara was a little warm and complaning of some mild pain all over his body.
“Maybe I should call Quil. He might have gone through this too..” I thought to myself before I got up and gently laid Jara's head on the couch. It felt really odd to have him act like he was not even there. He hardly made a noise. Even when my puppy Koda a pitbull/greman sheapard mix came in and trampled all over him to get to the kitchen with me. I placed my beer down on the counter and grabbed his water bowl and food dish and filled them both up before placing them back into there raised paltform and he started to eat. As I grabbed the phone and diled Quils number I took this chance to admire my puppy. Koda was a cream/black/brown/white brindle color with his front right paw being white only on the toes, then his front left paw being cream, it came up to his ankel or what ever you call that on a dog. His tail was tipped white, and the rest of his body was cream/black/brown/white. If you don't know what brindle is, its like a tiger but intead of it being one solid color then having stripes on it. There all mixed together and it looks awesome. His right eye is blue while his left is blue and green. Right now he is kinda small. His head comes up to my knee cap and he is still growing. I think once his is done growing his back will be about mid thigh and his head some were around my stomach. He is really muscular looking and has a shaggy coat, but not that bad. He just looks really fat and fluffy.
Just as I was about to hang up the phone someone answered.
“Hello?” It was hard to understand. Sounded like the person was eating.
“Quil?” I asked
“Nope-” They popped the 'p' and I heard some one yell “Dude! Gross! Say don't spray it” before the person continued “It's Jacob. May I ask who's calling?”
As I was going to talk I heard the phone being switched from hand to hand and a smacking sound “Iditot. This isn't your house. Just call for me next time dumb ass.”
“Hey Quil. It's Felicia can you come over and help me with Jara...” I trailed off.
“Sure. Whats the matter?” He asked sounding concurned.
“He's not feeling well and he's a little warm and complaining about mild pain all over..” I trailed off again.
I heard him mumble “Shit” before said “Yeah. I'll be over in a minuet. Have you told Cameron- I mean your dad yet?”
I shook my head before I remember he can't see me do that “No..they left. Please just come over.”
“Fine. I'll be right over. Kay?” He said soothing like.
“Kay. Bye and thanks Quil.”
“Your welcome. Bye.” And with that he hung up.
I placed the phone back on the dock and ran my hand over Koda's back and he looked up at me and started to follow me as I walked back to Jara.
“Hey J. Quil is coming over soon. Kay?” I said it real soothing like before he nodded his head and came to sit next to me. He laid his head on my lap and moved his saggy hair out of his eyes. Since he turned 11 he has really grown. He used to be 5'5 now he is around 5'8. And that was in a span of around 6 months. He has my dads dark russet skin, but with my mom not being native american made his skintone a smidge lighter then my dads. You could still tell he was native american because he had high cheek bones and a larger nose then me and my mom. He was getting kinda muscular too, but more lankey than anything. He had my dads hair too, but it was a dark chocolet brown. He had doe mud brown eyes with a tinge of green. They were almond shaped, but not small and tiny, but rather large. He had a big forehead that was covered up by his “surffer hair” as he called it. But right now in this state he was in he looked like a little five year old that wanted to be comforted by his mom and not by his lightly buzzed sister who kept moving around because her little brother was getting more on her lap and making her hot.
I was so tempted to just blast the A/C but I would be in so much trouble. Then I had an idea. My mom did this to me one time when I was 12 and I got this high fever of 101 and slowly rising. She filled the tub with cold water and then put ice cubes into the tub and kept me there for about an hour or so till my tempiature was normal.
“Jay-ra!” I said lightly shaking his shoulder “Wake up. I am going to do something. And you have to come with me.” I said shaking him a little more.
He growled at me, or so I think he did “Kay! Fine. Here I go!” He sounded angry and not so fragil any more.
Koda's back hair was bristiling as he looked at Jara. My dog looked like he was going to hurt Jara.
“Kod-er! Nock it off!” I said snapping my finger and Koda was a little better. His back hair still bristled and lightly growling at Jara.
I heard a knock on the door “Come in!” I yelled hoping it was Quil as I walked up stairs to the bathroom Koda walking next me making sure Jara didn't get to close. I was confused because Koda never acted like this to Jara, most of the times he loved Jara more then me.
“Felicia. You here?” It was Quil. “Thank god!” I thought to myself.
“I'm upstairs! In the bathroom with Jara!” I yelled down to him.
“Stop yelling! Please!” Jara half yelled, half begged to me.
“I'm sorry.” I said whispering now.
“Coming!” Quil yelled back to me and came jogging up the stairs. I heard my moms heels and my dads heavy foot steeps as they all three came up the stairs after me.
I was feeling up the tub with cold water and plugged it up and told Jara to strip to his boxers and climb in. He was just about to get into the water when Koda growled at him and nipped at his leg.
In that moment four things happed as I tried to pull Koda away from Jara's leg.
One. Koda bit at my hand before he backed off of Jara and looked at me then to my hand like he knew he did something bad.
Two. Out of no were Jara disapeared and in his place was this shaggy chocolet brown wolf or horse in his place.
Three. The wolf/horse spun around and swatted at my chest and stomach letting out menicing growls.
Four. Blood covered my shirt and was making it's way down my pants and as I was blacking out I heared my mom scream, my dad yell for Jara and Quil catch me as I blacked out.
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My head felt like it was a million pounds along with every other body part I had. There was this incesent beeping noise that made me want to wake up and hit my damn alarm clock.
“Damn alarm clock were are you!” I screamed in my head and the beeping became more annoying and rappied.
“Were is it?!” The beeping continued at it's new fast pase. Thats when I heard very faint, very mumbled words. I barley made out the words. But there was this one voice that I could make out. Just couldn't place the name, but I heard this voice pretty clear.
“Is she all right? What wrong? Is she died?” Was all I could make out. Ok, I guess not that good. I thought over what the voice said “Is she all right? What wrong? Is she died?”
That didn't make sense. Of course I am not dead. Hello? I am talking arn't I? So that means I am not dead or dying. Stupid dumb ass. Wait. Is she died? Why would that person be saying that? All I remember was trying to pull Koda off of Jara and then this wolf/horse thing atacking me then every thing going black....shit! I am dead! Great! What a great way to go! I mean come on! I get swatted at by a wolf/horse thing and then...BAM! I'm dead...thats no way to remember me..
But if I am dead how come I can her voices and if I was I would not feel like a million pounds. I willed my eyes open, but quickly closed them as I was hit with a bright white light.
“Great...I am dead.” The beeping noise was not as fast as it was before so that was good, but only a little. It was still very loud and annoying.
“Turn off you damn thing.” I mumbled out trying to find my alram clock. I heard a little bit of laughing and some gasps.
“Felicia!! Your ok! Thank god! I thought you were never going to wake up! They gave you some seditive or something like that and said you should wake up in a little. Then a little turned into an hour and they said I had to wait more then ten minuets for you to wake up!” It sounded like Seth or Quil not sure and I did not want to open my eyes again to the bright light.
“Quil. It might have been a reflex. She hasn't opened her eyes again..” That was Cam. I was sure.
“It was no damn reflex Cameron I am awake. But I don't want to open my eyes. Theres a very bright light and I don't want to walk into it..” I mumbled opening my eyes a little and once again there was that bright light. But I squwinted and opened them up more to find the room filled with lots of people.
“Where am I and why are you all here and turn of that beebing thing!” As I looked at the sea of faces I didn't see the one I wanted to see. My brother Jara. Maybe he was in another room, because he was there, then he was gone.
“Where's Jara?” Every one was quite.
“Well, to answer your questions. You are in a hospital and because we wanted to be here when you woke up and we can't turn off the beeping noise..” That was Quil. He was very serious.
“So. Were is he? And weres Jacob and mom?” I scanned the room again to see if they came in or not and they didn't.
“That little douche!” I said crossing my arms over my chest but quickly took them off as a pain shot through my whole chest.
“That hurt.” I mumbled and tore the covers off my body and lifted up my gown so I would be able to what was wrong with my chest.
“Jara, is with Sam and Jacob. Your mom I told her to go home. She is a little upset about..things..” Cameron said pulling the blanket up to my hips as Seth pointed out that I was only wearing boy shorts.
“Hey! Wow, please don't do that again Cam..eww..” I said but forgot about him when I looked at all the gause wrapped around my upper torso.
“Stop calling me Cam. To every one else in here I am Cam. But to you I am Dad.” He rebuked me.
“No your not. This gause has taken better care for me then you have.” I said back letting the hurt seep through. With that comment the only people in the room was Quil, Cam and I.
“We will talk about this later.” Cam whispered to me.
I just rolled my eyes and waved my hand to him dismisevly.
“So what happened to me? And what about Jara. I was in the bathroom with him and then Koda bit him and then out of no were this wolf/horse thing was in his place.” I stopped a moment and thought before I was back talking. “And why are Sam and Jacob with Jara...is he in worse condition then me?” I asked worried and tried to pulled myself up so I could look at every one. But as I did the pain shot through me again. But I didn't care. Soon I was sitting up some and looking at every one once again before I looked right at Quil and did not break the gaze.
I could see Quil swallow hard, like something was stuck in his throat. He broke my gaze first and looked over at Cam. I saw him shake his head “no” before Cameron was talking.
“There are somethings that you don't know about and when you are feeling better I will tell you what happened to you, after Jacob tells you about the things you don't know. But just so you won't panick. Jara is ok and....fine..” He seemed unsure of he last words about Jara. Like he was okay, but not good..or something.
Quil looked at me with big puppy eyes like he didn't like to see me this way. I smiled a little as I pulled down my gown and pulled the covers up to my neck and shivered.
“Cam you can go home now. I think I will be fine with Quil.” I said and shivered again, tho I was not really cold.
“Kay, fine. Only if you say the beging part of that sentence different.” He was next to the door now.
“Ugh! Fine. Dad-” I stressed the word Dad “You can go home now.” I gave him an annoyed smile.
“Thank you.” And with that he was gone.
“Quil-” I said all quite like and a little whinny. “Can you get into the bed with me. I'm cold.” I shivered again and gave a small smile. “Please?”
He had a big smile on his lips before he was climbing in the bed with me. I moved over so that I was an inch away from the edge. Let me tell you. Quil is a big boy. He takes up all of the room, and he is even on his side kinda. Like half on his back, half on his that makes any sense.
“You know your dad knows that you had one of his beers.” Quil said with a shit-eating-grin on his face.
“Well duh! I had a beer when I was watching Jara, and I left it on the table.” I said rolling my eyes.
“No, he did not see that. But the doctors said they had to wait a little bit longer before they could stich you up cause you had “comsumed”” He said using air quotations and stressing the word “alchohal. And couldn't have the seditive casue of it.” Still with that damn grin. I just wanted to slap it off of him. It made me irritated and the heart monitor gave me away as my heart beat incressed.
“Great. Now I am going to be dead. There's no way around this one.” I sighed then yawned.
“I'll let you go to sleep now. Kay?” He got up and I grabbed his arm to quickly and cringed.
“No. Don't go, I don't want to be here all alone..just turn off the light and come back?” I begged.
“Fine.” He turned off the light and came back to the bed. I was quickly comsumed by the heat of his body and felt relaxed and better having him next to me. He moved a little closer to me and gently drapped one of his arms on my waist and I closed my eyes and was instently asleep, dreaming of that thing that was in my bathroom.
Chapter 1
I woke up to lots of talking and laughing down in the kitchen. Where my room just so happens to be above. I groaned loudly, not like they would hear. But as soon as I did the laughter became ever so slightly louder. I rolled my eyes as I tore the covers off of my body and made my way to my bathroom when I remembered where I was. I was back in La Push with my dad and mom. I sighed as I grabbed a towel and extra clothes and walked into the bathroom and turned on the shower so it was steaming before I climbed in.
It was going to be hard falling back into the routine of having a “whole” family again. My mom, Alyssa and dad, Cameron were married for three years before they had me, and after my mom did have me my parents marriage just fell apart. And when I saw fell apart I mean hard, I am surprised that there back together again. But anyway, after they had me they tried to work it out and ended up staying together for five more years before they ended it. I was five at the time and my mom was pregnant with her second child. But she did not know that she was till three months after they split, and my mom being the strong independent woman she is did not go crawling back to my dad. We toughed it out for as long as we could till my mom met up with an old collage buddy. His name is Charlie Swan. He is chief of Forks police or something like that. He took us in and was my dad till I turned 17. His daughter Bella Swan came home because she wanted to spend some “quality” time with her dad…we left. My mom didn’t want to impose and I was getting kinda tired of living with the Chief of police. I was and am the party girl. I got my first hang over at fourteen at my best friends Mike Newton’s party. And was kinda the playboy of the school. But when you’re a girl you don’t get any slaps on the back or high-fives for sleeping with almost all of Forks male population. You get called “whore, slut, scank.” But my all time favorite thing a girl has yelled at me was “You’ll jump anything with a dick!” And that came from the schools other scank Loren when her boyfriend at the time Tyler got caught sleeping with me. And just to prove her point I did jump some guy, but turned out he was gay. But Loren didn’t know and we didn’t tell her, so we pretended to make out and have sex back at our hotel we were staying at in Port Angeles for a party after prom. Turned out me and Tanner [the gay guy] had lots in common. He liked rock, hard rock, metal, and scremo kinda music. His favorite non-rock band is Hollywood Undead. But we would be lying if we said that their music was verging on rock. He is maybe the best guy I have ever met, and I don’t really care that he is gay. To bad he is though. He is so hot. He has shaggy platinum blonde hair with light blue eyes that are always covered in eyeliner. He is tan and kinda muscular. The hot ones are always gay right? But I just recently moved back to my hometown La Push, like yesterday and still haven’t seen my best friend yet.
I sighed as I thought about that and turned off the water and wrapped the towel around my body tightly and grabbed my old clothes and put them in the dirty hamper and grabbed my clean ones and walked back to my room and quickly got dressed. I put on a baby blue low cut tank top with hip hugger shorts that showed about an inch of skin around my waist. I pulled my dirty blonde hair that was almost verging on the color of sandy brown into a high ponytail and put some mascara and eyeliner on. I did a once over on my self and smiled before I walked out of my room and down stairs.
“Mmmmm! Smells fucking good mom!” I said as I walked into the kitchen.
“Felicia Faye! We have people over. Watch your mouth!” She said looking at me and glowered lightly.
I rolled my eyes. My mom didn’t care how I talked around people. I guess she was just trying to look good in front of my dad who spoke up next about my outfit.
“Holy. Crap. Where are the rest of your clothes at?” My dad asked pointing at my clothes. Which earned badly hidden laughs.
I pulled out the shirt to look at it then let it cling back to my shape then looked down at my shorts “Um…dad these are my clothes…” My eye brows furrowed “And plus I wear this crap all the time. So don’t blow a gasket.” I rolled my eyes again which got a slap on the back of the head from my mom. “God! Mom” I said sitting down next to a large russet colored man and looked up at him and a giant goofy grin was plastered on my face “OMG!! Quil? Is that you? Daaaaaamn! Boy you’re hot.” I said looking at him wide eyed and the table busted up laughing, which I glared at them and stuck my tongue out at them.
“Well. That’s one kind of greeting you get from your life long best friend.” He said chuckling before I was out of my seat and jumping into his lap my arms around his neck. I flinched a little at the hotness of his skin.
“You really are hot…you ok?” I asked placing my hand on his forehead.
“Yeah, I am fine.” He said before some one piped up.
“Yes-you-are.” Very slowly and trying to be seductive like and I giggled.
“Well your not that bad yourself.” I said turning around to look at the person who said it and it was another russet colored man who looked like he was 25 and I shuddered.
“You do no its illegal to hit on a minor..right?” I said and they all laughed
“I’m only fourteen.” He said matter-of-factly before adding “And it only becomes illegal when I hop into bed with you.” He said suggestively and waggled his eyebrows up and down. And I smirked.
“Oh really is that true?” I said as flirtly as I could and got out of Quil’s lap and sauntered over to him and bent down to his earlobe and brought it into my teeth which earned me a hiss coming from his clenched teeth then a shudder as I lightly bit down on it and tugged before releasing his earlobe “Do I look thateasy?” I whispered blowing a hot breath in his ear and shot back up and walked over to Quil and sat down in his lap as every one looked from me and back to the fourteen year old.
“Well..umm..” My dad said rubbing the back of his neck uncomfortably and I giggled. Soon every one else did to.
I looked back at Quil and smiled as I scooted back into his chest, unconsciously grinding my ass onto his erection as I tried to find a comfortable spot. I stopped moving when he let out a low groan and moan and let his head fall back a little.
I smirked “Wow Quil. I thought you were happy to see me before, but wow. I didn’t think you would get this excited.” I said glancing down to his lap to emphasis my point. Every one but my dad was laughing.
“Ok! Enough of this crap right now Felicia Faye Bond!” My dad yelled fuming. Though is russet skin was just as dark as every one else’s you could see the red coming through.
“There is no need to be talking about things like that at the table, at breakfast time. Or period!” He yelled again and started shaking furiously. My mom put her hand on his shoulder and he calmed down a little but was still shaking. Quil leaned forward a little so he was almost a protective shield around me as was every one else; they were standing up ready to jump on my dad.
“Come on babe. Lets go out side for a little.” She said in a soothing voice and pulled my dad out of his chair and they both walked out with two of the larger boys following after them.
“Hey Bond? Where are mom and dad going?” Asked my eleven-year-old brother Jara.
“Oh hey Jay-ra. I am not really sure. Dad just got a little mad so he is going out for a little. But no worries Jara they’ll be back.” I said grabbing his hand and smiling.
“Oh mom made food why don’t you make your self some fo-“
“Bond? What kind of nickname is that?” Asked some one at the table.
“Shut it Paul.” That was Quil who spoke.
“Oh. I guess I should introduce every one.” He said before pointing to the fourteen year old.
“That is Seth, next to him is Embry and next to Embry is Paul the douche bag. -“ I giggled before he continued “And then this is Jake, or Jacob and the other two that left are Sam and Jared.” I nodded and smiled at all of them.
“And for your information Paul-“ I sneered his name “Jara gave me that nickname when he learned out last name and so it just stuck so there!” I said sticking my tongue out at him like a five year old.
I looked back over at Jacob who kept staring at me with some weird emotion in his eyes that I could not read; there was love, adoration and something else. But I couldn’t place my finger on it. I smiled at him just to be nice and a giant smile spread on his face that made my smile grow.
Chapter 2
Jacob’s POV
I was laying in my bed in a peaceful sleep when…….BAM!! My bedroom door is being slammed into my wall and two large hands are shaking the crap out of me yelling at me to get up.
“Jacob!… Jacob!! Wake the hell up!!” It was Quil who was screaming in my ear.
I groaned loudly and rolled on to my left side away from Quil.
“Dude! You have to wake up! Cam called a meeting at his house!” He yelled again practically jumping on my bed now to get me up.
“Holt crap?! No way?!” I said feigning urgency. “I don’t give a crap! I stayed up all night patrolling because Cam had a family reunion with his wife and kids. I am in a crap ass mood and have only gotten about 5 hours of sleep!” I snapped.
Quil rolled his eyes before he gave a half smirk.
“Well fine then. I’ll just tell him that you don’t want to help show his seventeen-year-old daughter around La Push. But that’s ok because I hear she’s hella sexy.” He said drawling his sentence using a nonchalant tone and hopped off my bed, placing his hands in his pockets and started to walk away.
“Wait!! Wait, wait, wait, wait!! Seventeen?” I said as a small smile crept on my lips.
“Ok, I’m coming. Meet you at his house?” I asked jumping out of my bed and grabbing a white t-shirt and some faded blue, ripped, jeans and jogged into the bathroom down the hall and turned on the shower and got in. I heard Quil laughing as he walked past the bathroom door.
“You better hurry up or the breakfast Alyssa is making will be all gone..” You could just hear the smirk in his words.
“Ok, Ok!” I said quickly as I washed my hair “Hey! Quil! How do you know what Cameron’s wife’s name is?” I asked as I stepped out of the shower ten minuets after I got in and wrapped a towel around my hips and dried myself off and put on my clothes before I walked out of the bathroom. And looked at Quil who was leaning up against the wall.
“Oh, her and my mom go waaaaay back.” He said kinda smug.
I rolled my eyes and started to walk to my front door with Quil trailing behind me.
We reached the house with in a few minuets. It was about five houses down from mine. I have been to Cameron’s [our Alpha] house many times. But something about it today just made it look different. It was a two-story house with rocks covering the whole bottom of the front part of the house. The rocks came just up to the windows, made it look very rustic, almost. The rest of the house was pure white with black trim and shutters, and the front door was a bright red. That made me laugh whenever I looked at it, but it just pulled the house together. All I can say is that it is a one of a kind.
I all ready heard the laughing and I could smell the food that Cam’s wife was making and it smelt better then Emily’s cooking. I just wont say that in front of her. I walked into the house and took a big waif of the air and was almost drooling at the smell of the food. I walked into the kitchen and my eyes almost bugged out of my head did she know to make all of this food? There were eggs, bacon, sausage, toast, pancakes, and waffles. With little condiments for your pancakes and waffles, like blueberries, strawberries, raspberries, blackberries, honey, syrup, butter, peanut butter.
“Oh she is gooood,” I thought to myself as I took a seat next to Paul and started to make my self a plate.
“This all looks really good Mrs. Bond.” I said as I shoved two pieces of bacon in my mouth.
“Thank you. Jacob..right? I already know every one else. And no need for formalities, just call me Alyssa.” She said smiling.
“Oh, I am sorry. Yes. I am Jacob Black, nice to meet you.” I said shoveling more food in my mouth.
I looked at the clock on the microwave it was around 10:30 am. I gave a small yawn and took a sip of my OJ. I looked back over at Alyssa. She was really pretty for being around 33 and having two kids. She had a slender figure with a slight pudge in her midsection, yet she still had an hourglass figure. I knew she was not Quileute because her skin tone was white, but she had a sun kissed tan. She must have had lived somewhere sunny before moving to La Push, because here you don’t get no sun. Maybe once in a while but not often. Her hair came down to her shoulders and had a small curl to it, it was a blonde. Her eyes were not blue; they were like a blue green, almost a sea green. But the color fit her perfectly.
“I wonder what her kids looked like.” I thought aimlessly, before I was brought out of my thoughts by Seth.
“Holy crap!! That is freaking hot!!” He screeched jumping out of his seat and running over to the sink and washing out his mouth.
“Damn you Paul!” He said staring daggers at Paul.
“You know I don’t like hot sauce! And then you go and put Tapitio AND Tabasco sauce on my eggs?! Hate yooou!” Seth said lightly shaking, but had in under control when Alyssa took his plate and gave him a new one with some new eggs that were on the table. But every one at the table was laughing their asses off, tears streaming down their faces from laughing. Then there was a loud groan from up stairs, which brought us into another round of hysterias.
“Sounds like she is finally getting up.” Cameron said putting some food in his mouth.
“I know. I never remembered her sleeping past nine.” Said Quil.
“What do you mean Quil you’ve met this girl?” I asked
“Oh, of course. Remember, Alyssa and my mom go way back. Felicia and I were raised together. Her mom was 17 when she was born and my mom was 19 when she had me and they both went to elementary school, then high school together.” Quil replied shrugging.
I glared at him some, he tricked me. He tricked me. He said he was going to go after her. That bastard.
Soon the shower was on up stairs and then a little bit more shuffling, before some one made their way down stairs.
“Mmmmm! Smells fucking good mom!” She said as she walked into the kitchen.
“Felicia Faye! We have people over. Watch your mouth!” Her mom said, rebuking her.
Felicia rolled her eyes at the comment and was just about to grab a seat when Cam spoke up.
“Holy. Crap. Where are the rest of your clothes at?” He asked pointing to her clothes, which just made us laugh at his comment. But we were trying to hide our laughs and we failed.
I think she did this to humor her dad, because she pulled out the shirt to look at it then let it cling back to her shape then looked down at her shorts and gave her dad a baffled look as she sat down next to Quil and said “Um…dad these are my clothes…” Her eye brows furrowed “And plus I wear this crap all the time. So don’t blow a gasket.” She rolled her eyes again before her mom gave her a slap on the back of the head from her mom as she placed food in front of her “God! Mom!” She lightly shook her head before she looked up at Quil who was wearing a giant goofy grin on his face.
“OMG!! Quil? Is that you? Daaaaaamn! Boy you’re hot.” She said looking at him wide eyed and the table busted up laughing, which she in turn glared at them and stuck her tongue out.
“Well. That’s one kind of greeting you get from your life long best friend.” He said chuckling before she was out of her seat and jumping into his lap her arms around his neck. She flinched, probably from the hotness of his skin.
“You really are hot…you ok?” She asked placing my hand on his forehead.
I chuckled a little.
“Yeah, I am fine.” Quil said before Seth piped up.
“Yes-you-are.” He said very slowly and trying to be seductive like and she giggled, I almost gagged so did Cam as he was drinking his coffee.
“Well your not that bad yourself.” She said before turning around to look at Seth. She shuddered. We all looked to be around 25 years old, but Seth looked a little younger.
“You do no its illegal to hit on a minor..right?” She said and we all laughed.
“I’m only fourteen.” He said matter-of-factly before adding “And it only becomes illegal when I hop into bed with you.” He said suggestively and waggled his eyebrows up and down. She smirked at this comment.
“Oh really is that true?” She said as sexy as she could as got out of Quil’s lap and sauntered over to Seth and bent down to his earlobe and brought it into her teeth which earned her a hiss coming from Seth’s clenched teeth then a shudder as she lightly bit down on it and tugged before releasing his earlobe “Do I look thateasy?” She whispered, but we all could hear it, before blowing a hot breath in his ear and shot back up and walked over to Quil and sat down in his lap as every one looked from her and back to Seth.
“Daaaaamn.” I murmured low enough only the wolves could hear me.
Seth still was in shock and was not moving as he stared at her.
“Well..umm..” Cam said rubbing the back of his neck uncomfortably, Felicia giggled. Every one else chuckled lightly.
She was moving around in Quil’s lap before he let out a low moan and groan before she spoke with a smirk on her full lips.
“Wow Quil. I thought you were happy to see me before, but wow. I didn’t think you would get this excited.” She said glancing down to his lap to emphasis her point. Every one but Cam was laughing.
He was shaking really bad he yelled at her.
“Ok! Enough of this crap right now Felicia Faye Bond!” Cam yelled fuming. Though his russet skin was just as dark as every one else’s you could see the red coming through.
“There is no need to be talking about things like that at the table, at breakfast time. Or period!” He yelled again and started shaking furiously. Alyssa put her hand on his shoulder and he calmed down a little but was still shaking. Quil leaned forward a little so he was almost a protective shield around Felicia as was every one else; they were standing up ready to jump on Cam if he shifted right there.
“Come on babe. Lets go out side for a little.” Alyssa said in a soothing voice and pulled Cam out of his chair and they both walked out with Sam and Jared following them.
“Hey Bond? Where are mom and dad going?” Asked a boy coming into the kitchen. He was tall almost 5’7. I sighed and rolled my eyes great just what we need another new werewolf.
“Oh hey Jay-ra. I am not really sure. Dad just got a little mad so he is going out for a little. But no worries Jara they’ll be back.” Felicia said grabbing his hand and smiling.
“Oh mom made food why don’t you make your self some fo-“ She was cut off by Paul.
“Bond? What kind of nickname is that?” Paul asked incredulously, his eyebrow furrowed.
“Shut it Paul.” That was Quil who spoke.
“Oh. I guess I should introduce every one.” He said before pointing to Seth
“That is Seth, next to him is Embry and next to Embry is Paul the douche bag. -“ She giggled at that before he continued “And then this is Jake, or Jacob and the other two that left are Sam and Jared.” She nodded and smiled at all of us. She started to say something, but I did not hear it because, -
That’s when her hazel and brown eyes met mine for the first time and a heat was flooded though me, stronger then before, but was a new kind of heat-not a burning.
It was a glowing.
Everything inside me came undone as I stared at this light russet colored beauty. All the lines that held me to my life here sliced apart in swift cuts, like clipping the strings to a bunch of balloons. Everything that made me who I was-my love for my father, my loyalty to my pack, the love for my brothers, my hatred for my enemies, my home, my name, my self- disconnected from me in that second- snip, snip, snip- and floated up into space.
I was not left drifting. A new string held me where I was.
Not one string, but a million. Not strings, but steel cables. A million steel cables all tying me to one thing-to the very center of the universe.
I could see that now-how the universe swirled around this one point. I’d never seen the symmetry of the universe before, but now it was plain.
The gravity of the earth no longer tied me to the place where I sat.
It was this sandy, brown haired, light russet colored woman that sat just mere feet from me that held me here now. [[A/N: Out of BD –with a little revising- pg. 359 and 360]]
She looked back at me again and smiled wryly which made a goofy grin be plastered on my lips, and made hers get bigger too.
That’s when Cameron, Alyssa, Sam and Jared came walking back in with a less angered Cam in front of them. I didn’t dare take my eyes off of Felicia as every one else looked way from her and over to the 4 people.
“Hey dad. Are you ok?” My angel asked her father sweetly and looked up at him through her eye lashes. Cam said nothing back to her just grabbed his plate and through it in the trash and mumbled “Meeting over.” And walked back out with Alyssa in tow.
My angel turned around and looked up at Quil with a sad look in her eyes, that made me want to run over to her and pick her up and make all the pain go away. I gripped at the table to keep me in my seat so I did not make her think I was crazy by coming over to her and holding her.
Sam nudged my side and I took a quick glance at him and he had a shit-eating grin on his face.
“Great, now he is going to hold that over my head.” I thought.
Jara looked at all of us and cocked his head to the side.
“So..um who are you?” He asked looking at all of us baffled. We told him our names before we finished all of the food on the table and put every thing away in the sink.
“Well, Jared, Embry you better get going. And Seth when you find Leah tell her she has to take a round with Jared and Em.” Sam said stretching a little.
“I’ll be at my house. Knock before you enter.” He said suggestively before he said his good-byes and walked out.
“Well, Quil. How bout we give Felicia here a tour of La Push?” I asked giving a small smirk before I looked back over at Felicia and smiled.
“Ohhh, that sounds fun!! Let me go get some pants on.” She squealed and got out of Quil’s lap –going to have to talk to him about that- and ran up stairs.
Chapter 3
Felicia's POV
“Ohhh, that sounds fun!! Let me go get some pants on.” I squealed and got out of Quil’s lap and ran up stairs.
I opened my door and jogged to my dresser “What to wear, what to wear.” I said looking through my dresser before I pulled out dark blue skinny jeans and a size too big Escape The Fate t-shirt and stripped down to my underwear and bra before slipping on my skinny jeans and shirt. I fixed my hair some after I grabbed my blue/pink/black DVS shoes and headed down stairs.
“I thought you said you were going to just change into some pants?” Quil said commenting on my change of clothes.
My igneous response was to stick my tongue out at him and turn my back to him.
I didn't have to look at him to know that he was rolling his eyes at me, because when I spun around to look at Quil his arms were crossed over his bare chest and he was looking down at me with a smirk on his lips. I giggled.
“Ok. So are you ready to leave now?” Quil asked getting a little impatient.
“Nope.” I said popping the “p”.
“What else do you need?”
“My purse. Duh!” I said as if it was the most obvious thing in the world “And were is Jacob at?”
“Why do you need your purse?” Quil asked just before Jacob responded.
“Right here.” Came a voice from the living room and out walked my mom, dad and Jacob.
“Oh. Ok.” I said internally smacking myself “Great response Felicia.”
“And because I need my purse. Got a problem with that Quil?” I teased a little.
“K. Well go get your purse. We'll be in the car waiting on you Princess. ” He said his words oozing sarcasm.
I rolled my eyes at him as he walked out of the house and to his car.
I grabbed my purse and quickly made my way to the downstairs bathroom and grabbed my cucumber melon perfume and lightly sprayed my body and inhaled deeply.
"Muumm. My fave smell ever." I mumbled to myself as I walked out of the bathroom and closed the door behind me.
"Bye mom, bye Cam." He'll be mad at me for that. He doesn't like me calling him Cam.
I heard them say there goodbyes to me as I closed the door and jogged to the car.
"Omg! It rains here just as much as it does Forks. Greaat." I said rolling my eyes.
"Well duh Felicia. Were only about 30 minuets away from Forks." Quil said pulling away from my house.
After an awkward silence I asked "What kind of music do you two listen to?"
This time it was Jacob that answered. I almost forgot about him.
"I like the oldies and a little bit of rap." He said leaning forward from the back seat placing both of his arms on either side of the seats and looking at me.
"How 'bout you Quil?" I asked.
"Oh you know. Rock, hard rock, heavy meatle and so on." He said glancing at me with a smirk.
"No shit?! Me too!! High five!" I said holding my hand out in the air for him to high five me and he did, kinda hard. There was a loud smack that filled the car.
I cupped my hand in between my legs "Ooooow! Quil. That was hard!" I wined.
"Hard?! Whaaat?! That was so soft it's not even funny." He said rolling his eyes.
“Well. Not all of us have huge bulging muscles every where on our body..” I said glaring at Quil.
"Here. Let me see your hand." Jacob said holding his hand out close to mine for me to place my hand in his.
I looked at him and chewed on the inside of my lip "Kay.."
I took my hand out from between my legs and placed it in his and I felt better almost immediately. Apparently he could tell because his face lit up into a wide smile as he held onto my hand.
After a minuet or so I pulled my hand back and he looked a little hurt, but quickly covered it up.
"So Quil were are we going to first?" I asked moving around in the chair so that my back was facing my door and the rest of my body pointed towards Quil.
"Well. First I want to show you the school then First Beach after wards, then I want to take you around and show you some of the hang outs." He said looking at me again.
I grinned mischievously and wrapped my arms around my legs.
"Soo. What do you guys do around here for fun?" I asked biting the inside of my lip again.
"Well.." Both Jacob and Quil said at the same time.
"We go cliff diving, have bonfires at First Beach..why?" That was Jacob.
"Cuz. I like to party..and hard. So I just wanted to get an idea of what you guys do around here." I said taking a deep breath as I thought before I continued again. "But you guys don't seem to “do” much..So what do you guys to at these "bonfires'?" I asked using air quotations.
"What ever really. Once the stories or legends are over and the elders leave. Every thing gets fucking crazy." Quil said grinning from ear to ear.
"That so? Well. When is on of these bonfires going to take place?" I asked my plan coming back into the works.
"There's going to be a bonfire for you and your family around 8:30 tonight." Quil said.
"Awesome. My mom will be ok with me staying out later and she'll talk to Cam. So it's all set. I'll bring the beer for you guys and the hard liqueur for me." I said a smirk on my lips.
"You wish! You can have the beer and the hard liqueur for me and Jakey here." Quil said pulling into the school parking lot.
Jacob nodded "For sure. You can't handle the stuff we drink." He smirked.
“What ever. I'll show you, and I also bet I can hold my liqueur better then all ya'll.” I said getting out of the car and shoving my hands into my pocket.
“Aww, come back here Felicia. No need to get all pissy about it.” Quil said, while Jacob came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist and spun me around so I was looking at him.
I crossed my arms over my chest and did not look up at him, I just pouted, but secretly I was gald that it was Jacob and not Quil that wrapped his arms around me.
“Ok fine. We'll save the wimpy stuff for every one else you can have what Quil and I have.” Jacob said and I smiled widely and triumphantly.
“See Quil. I was not being pissy about it. I am all good now.” I said looking over at Quil and stuck my tounge out at him before I put my arms around Jacob's neck and pulled him down to my hight and kissed his cheek before I whispered in his ear.
“Your now my favorite.” And then I let go of his neck and walked over to Quil.
“So now I'm not your favorite no more? I am deeply hurt..” Quil said sarcastically.
“Ok. Now that I've seen the school can we go to the beach now. It's not sprinkiling anymore.” I said looking back at Jacob who seemed a little dazed, so I lifted up my hand and asked him to come here by using my pointer finger and making it make a come hither motion.
He slowly nodded his head and started to walk over to me. Once at my side I linked my arm with his.
“Can't walk on your own today Jake?” Quil teased.
“And I guess we can though thats not what I ment by “showing” you the school. But webbs. Lets go.” Quill added before he started walking.
“The beach not far from here?” I asked pulling Jake at my side. Which I didn't mind. I like having him close for some reason.
Jacob seemed to come out of his trance and nodded “Yeah. It's just about 10 minuets away from here.” He said grasping my arm more tightly as he looked down at me.
I smiled some and looked around us three.
“Wow. This place is super pretty. I'll have lots of things to draw and take pictures of.” I said to myself.
“Oh you take pictures and draw? Cool.” Jacob said.
“Yeah, I do. I am pretty good if I say so myself. Do you guys have like any wild animals here? That are kind of large? Forks had some deer and little rodents and birds.” I said shaking my head at the lack of animals there.
“Yeah. We have moose, deer, wolves and also some little rodents and birds” Jacob said looking down at me.
“No way?! Wolves? How awesome. Where are there dens at?” I asked looking back up at him pretty much bouncing inanticapaion of where the wolves lived.
“Dens?!” Jacob and Quil said at the same time, before they busted up laughing.
“What? Wolves live in dens, dumb asses.” I said glaring at both of them.
“Not these ones. And they only come out when every one is asleep.” Quil said quickly as if he was trying to cover up something.
“Well then those are not wolves then..” I said trailing off and looking away from them both.
“Yeah they are.” Quil said arguing his point like a little kid.
“What ever Quil. Shut up.” I said walking a little faster.
After about five minuets of not talking and walking I started to complaine.
“How much longer? And could you guys slow down or something because not all of us here can take 50 foot long steeps..” I said looking up at Jacob and smiling my sweetest smile. Not until I looked at him did I noticed that my arm was still linked with his. I blushed.
“Jacob...” I said so inicently “Can I get a piggy back ride?” Again I said it so inocintly and looked up at him through my eye lashes.
“Please?” I smiled a little. He looked like he was having a battle between him self as he looked down at me. By this time we had stop walking, but Quil was still walking mumbiling about how we'll never get to the beach this way or something like that.
“Ok fine..” He said shaking his head nonchalantly before I let go of his arm and instently felt cold and sad of the loss of contanct between us.
He bent down so it was easy for me to get on and I had to do a running jump to acctually get on and when I did, I landeed on his back with a smack and “ompfh” that came out of my mouth along with a gust of air.
“Damn. Your like a brick wall.” I said my arms wrapping around his neck while my legs wrapped around his waist.
He satarted to walk, then jogged to catch up to Quil who looked like a tiny ant from how far away he was. I held my hand up and put my thumb up and infront of Quil's body which was covered besides his arms and made my tumb look like it had his arms. I giggled.
“What are you laughing about?” Jacob asked me.
So I showed him and put my tumb infront of his face and extended my arm as far as it could go.
He lightly chuckled.
“'Bout damn time you two get over here. What were you doing back there? Making out or what?” Quil asked as he slowed down a little so he was walking insink with Jacob.
I brought my left hand to the back of his head and pushed it “Shut up.” I said and wrapped my arm back around Jacob's neck.
“Mmmm. I can smell the beach. I love that smell.” I said closing my eyes and inhaling deeply a couple times.
“You have a good sense of smell don't ya?” Jacob asked I felt him shake with his internal laughter.
“Yes I do..and I just love this smell, and also when it rains, and then the next day every thing smells so..clean. Those are my favorite smells ever. Oh and the woods.” I said getting kinda lost thinking about the smells. I had a goofy grin on my face.
“K, we are here.” Quil said and Jacob let me drop to the ground. I landed on my but with a “omphf”
“Hey you jackass! You can't just let me fall like that. I said giving him the stink eye before I pouted.
He spun around and walked over to me and held out his hand. I crossed my arms over my chest and looked away from him.
“Oh come on Felicia get over yourself and take his hand.” Quil said sounding very annoyed.
“Fine!” I said uncrossing my arms and grabbing his hand but did not pull myself up. I was going to be stuborn. He was going to pull me up. So I went limp.
Jacob had a smirk on his lips as he forcefully lifted me up into his arms.
“That better for you?” Jake asked.
“Yes. Very. But next time put me down nicer. Good.” I said stepping out from his embrace as my back pocket started vibrating and then Freaxxx- By Brokencyde
“I got these bitches all tipsy, trying to sex me, I know they want it alcoholics are some sex freaks, This X and cronic gots me wanting to get messy, so let's get messy girl, come on let's go get messy girl. Come on bitch you know you want this, that hardcore shit, make you feel the toxic, versaoe, rolex watches, bently coups with the 20's dropping, convertible top and the wheels that spin, I can taste that ice when my grill is in, if you want me baby, fill me in, cause I don't waste my time with lesbians.”
“Hold up. It's my mom.” I said answering my cell.
“Waz up mom?” I asked
“Hey can you get back? I need you to watch Jara for me.”
“Uggh alright I will. I'll be there in a little.” I hung up on her before she was able to say anything else.
“Aight boys. I got's to go. Laters” I said and saluted them with to fingers to my forehead and spun around and started to walk back to the car.
“Holy fuck. We just got here and every thing!” Quil whined.
“Shut up Quil You can stay here. My house ain't far from the beach, like five minute walk. How come the school is so far way? On nvm I know why.” I said and started walking.
“Nvm? What does that stand for?” Jake asked as he followed me while Quil started walking to his car mumbling stuff about how stupid this was.
“Never mind. Sorry. I like using txt words..” I said and stopped so he was next to me.
“Can you walk in front?” I asked trying to push him in front.
“Why?” He asked but did as I asked.
“Cause-” I said in a duh tone. “There are giant wolves around here and the woods scare me a little..”
“Your scared of the big bag wolf?” He asked raising a thick eye brow.
“Yes. Yes I am. There beautiful and every thing, but scarry as shit..” I said walking closly behind him.
We walked in comfortable silence for a while, only asking some questions about stuiped stuff.
“So what was the rest of that song that you use as your moms ring tone?” Jacob asked a minuet later.
“It's Freaxxx by Brokencyde. Here let me play the song for you.” I said grabbing my Samsung Rant and was fiddilng around with it for a sec or so before the song started to play.
Verse one:
*Screaming*
I walk into the club looking kinda sexy now,
I see these shorties in the corner, they started making out, They pull their panties down, and take their pants off, then they started getting freaky on the dance floor. Shake it mommy, give it to me, like you need some love, I've got some bottles in the caddy we can open up, let's get drunk tonight, baby we don't have to fuck, and bring your friend along, maybe we can have some fun.
Chorus:
Let's get freaky now, let's get fucking freaky now X3
Let's get freaky now, let's get fucking freaky now
Verse two:
I got these bitches all tipsy, trying to sex me, I know they want it alcoholics are some sex freaks, This X and cronic gots me wanting to get messy, so let's get messy girl, come on let's go get messy girl. Come on bitch you know you want this, that hardcore shit, make you feel the toxic, versaoe, rolex watches, bently coups with the 20's dropping, convertible top and the wheels that spin, I can taste that ice when my grill is in, if you want me baby, fill me in, cause I don't waste my time with lesbians.
Chorus:
Let's get freaky now, let's get fucking freaky now X3
Let's get freaky now, let's get fucking freaky now
Pre-Bridge:
Liar! Liar! X4
Bridge:
Oh baby why did you have to lie to me, I can't play no more games, These thoughts are slowly controlling me, It's turning of the flames.
So go baby, Go baby
You don't want me
So go baby, go baby
Come and get me
So go baby, Go baby
You don't want me
So go baby, GO!
Come and get me,
You don't want me,
Come and get me,
You don't want me,
Come and get me.
Pre-Chorus:
(Screaming)
Chorus:
Let's get freaky now, let's get fucking freaky now X3
Let's get freaky now, let's get fucking freaky now
I looked at his face when the song was over and it was blank.
“Wow..thats...thats a song.” He said raising his brows up and down then rubbing the back of his neck.
“What? I love this song. It's so awesome. The beat and every thing. Just great.” I said putting my phone back into my back pocket.
“But it's talking about sex and crap.” He said surprized by my sentence.
“Yeah and? Most songs now a day are. Like this one for instence.”
It's yo birthday, so I know you want to ride out
Even if we only go to my house
Sip on weezy as we sit upon my couch
Feels good, but I know you want to cry out
You say want passion, I think you found it
Get ready for action, don't be astounded
We switching positions, you feel sarounded
Tell me where you want your gift, girl
Girl you know I-I-I, Girl you know I-I-I
I been feenin,
Wake up in the late night
Been dreamin bout your loving, girl
Girl you know I-I-I, Girl you know I-I-I
Don't need candles and cake
Just need your body to make...
Birthday sex...Birthday sex
Birthday sex...Birthday sex
See you sexy and them jeans got me on 10
1-2-3 Ding, I got you pinned
Don't tap out, fight until the end
Ring that bell, and we gonna start over again
We gridin with passion, 'cause it's your birthday
Been at it for hours, I know you thirsty
You kiss me so sweetly, taste just like Hershey's
Just tell me how you want your gift, girl
Girl you know I-I-I, Girl you know I-I-I
I been feenin,
Wake up in the late night
Been dreamin bout your loving, girl
Girl you know I-I-I, Girl you know I-I-I
Don't need candles and cake
Just need your body to make...
Birthday sex...Birthday sex
Birthday sex...Birthday sex
First, I'm gonna take a dive into the water,
Deep until I know I pleased that body
Or girl without a broom I might just sweep you off your feet
And make you wanna tell somebody...how I do
Or maybe we can float on top my waterbed
You close your eyes as I (?) between your legs
We work our way from kitchen stoves and tables,
Girl, you know I'm only able to please
Say you wanted flowers on the bed
But you got me and now it's on again
Girl you know I-I-I, Girl you know I-I-I
I been feenin,
Wake up in the late night
Been dreamin bout your loving, girl
Girl you know I-I-I, Girl you know I-I-I
Don't need candles and cake
Just need your body to make...
Birthday sex...Birthday sex
Birthday sex...Birthday sex
“See, this guy Jeremiah he plain out and said the damn word and made it into a very catchy song.” I said matter-of-factly. By this time we were at my house standing by the front door.
“Wow. You listen to weird stuff Felicia.” He said and started to walk away.
“Just cause you listen to oldies means nothing!” I yelled to his retreating form.
And he yelled back “Don't forget. Bonfire. Be there.”
Chapter 4
Once again I changed my clothes after Jacob walked me home. I was now wearing short blue jean shorts with a white tank top. I was sitting on the couch with one of Cam's Dois Eques, (A/N:IDK if spelling right. But it's beer lol) Jara was also on the couch with me. Kinda he was sitting next to me on the floor his head resting on my legs. We were watching a re-run of Daisy of Love, when a skunk comes into the house and 12 pack gets sprayed by the skunk and Flex and a couple other people start throughing up. I love this episode the most. Just because most are barffing because some one else is. It was almost 6:30, right now it is 5:00. I really don't know why mom and Cam had to leave and made me watch Jara. I think she should have stayed home with him and just sent me with Cam. Jara was a little warm and complaning of some mild pain all over his body.
“Maybe I should call Quil. He might have gone through this too..” I thought to myself before I got up and gently laid Jara's head on the couch. It felt really odd to have him act like he was not even there. He hardly made a noise. Even when my puppy Koda a pitbull/greman sheapard mix came in and trampled all over him to get to the kitchen with me. I placed my beer down on the counter and grabbed his water bowl and food dish and filled them both up before placing them back into there raised paltform and he started to eat. As I grabbed the phone and diled Quils number I took this chance to admire my puppy. Koda was a cream/black/brown/white brindle color with his front right paw being white only on the toes, then his front left paw being cream, it came up to his ankel or what ever you call that on a dog. His tail was tipped white, and the rest of his body was cream/black/brown/white. If you don't know what brindle is, its like a tiger but intead of it being one solid color then having stripes on it. There all mixed together and it looks awesome. His right eye is blue while his left is blue and green. Right now he is kinda small. His head comes up to my knee cap and he is still growing. I think once his is done growing his back will be about mid thigh and his head some were around my stomach. He is really muscular looking and has a shaggy coat, but not that bad. He just looks really fat and fluffy.
Just as I was about to hang up the phone someone answered.
“Hello?” It was hard to understand. Sounded like the person was eating.
“Quil?” I asked
“Nope-” They popped the 'p' and I heard some one yell “Dude! Gross! Say don't spray it” before the person continued “It's Jacob. May I ask who's calling?”
As I was going to talk I heard the phone being switched from hand to hand and a smacking sound “Iditot. This isn't your house. Just call for me next time dumb ass.”
“Hey Quil. It's Felicia can you come over and help me with Jara...” I trailed off.
“Sure. Whats the matter?” He asked sounding concurned.
“He's not feeling well and he's a little warm and complaining about mild pain all over..” I trailed off again.
I heard him mumble “Shit” before said “Yeah. I'll be over in a minuet. Have you told Cameron- I mean your dad yet?”
I shook my head before I remember he can't see me do that “No..they left. Please just come over.”
“Fine. I'll be right over. Kay?” He said soothing like.
“Kay. Bye and thanks Quil.”
“Your welcome. Bye.” And with that he hung up.
I placed the phone back on the dock and ran my hand over Koda's back and he looked up at me and started to follow me as I walked back to Jara.
“Hey J. Quil is coming over soon. Kay?” I said it real soothing like before he nodded his head and came to sit next to me. He laid his head on my lap and moved his saggy hair out of his eyes. Since he turned 11 he has really grown. He used to be 5'5 now he is around 5'8. And that was in a span of around 6 months. He has my dads dark russet skin, but with my mom not being native american made his skintone a smidge lighter then my dads. You could still tell he was native american because he had high cheek bones and a larger nose then me and my mom. He was getting kinda muscular too, but more lankey than anything. He had my dads hair too, but it was a dark chocolet brown. He had doe mud brown eyes with a tinge of green. They were almond shaped, but not small and tiny, but rather large. He had a big forehead that was covered up by his “surffer hair” as he called it. But right now in this state he was in he looked like a little five year old that wanted to be comforted by his mom and not by his lightly buzzed sister who kept moving around because her little brother was getting more on her lap and making her hot.
I was so tempted to just blast the A/C but I would be in so much trouble. Then I had an idea. My mom did this to me one time when I was 12 and I got this high fever of 101 and slowly rising. She filled the tub with cold water and then put ice cubes into the tub and kept me there for about an hour or so till my tempiature was normal.
“Jay-ra!” I said lightly shaking his shoulder “Wake up. I am going to do something. And you have to come with me.” I said shaking him a little more.
He growled at me, or so I think he did “Kay! Fine. Here I go!” He sounded angry and not so fragil any more.
Koda's back hair was bristiling as he looked at Jara. My dog looked like he was going to hurt Jara.
“Kod-er! Nock it off!” I said snapping my finger and Koda was a little better. His back hair still bristled and lightly growling at Jara.
I heard a knock on the door “Come in!” I yelled hoping it was Quil as I walked up stairs to the bathroom Koda walking next me making sure Jara didn't get to close. I was confused because Koda never acted like this to Jara, most of the times he loved Jara more then me.
“Felicia. You here?” It was Quil. “Thank god!” I thought to myself.
“I'm upstairs! In the bathroom with Jara!” I yelled down to him.
“Stop yelling! Please!” Jara half yelled, half begged to me.
“I'm sorry.” I said whispering now.
“Coming!” Quil yelled back to me and came jogging up the stairs. I heard my moms heels and my dads heavy foot steeps as they all three came up the stairs after me.
I was feeling up the tub with cold water and plugged it up and told Jara to strip to his boxers and climb in. He was just about to get into the water when Koda growled at him and nipped at his leg.
In that moment four things happed as I tried to pull Koda away from Jara's leg.
One. Koda bit at my hand before he backed off of Jara and looked at me then to my hand like he knew he did something bad.
Two. Out of no were Jara disapeared and in his place was this shaggy chocolet brown wolf or horse in his place.
Three. The wolf/horse spun around and swatted at my chest and stomach letting out menicing growls.
Four. Blood covered my shirt and was making it's way down my pants and as I was blacking out I heared my mom scream, my dad yell for Jara and Quil catch me as I blacked out.
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My head felt like it was a million pounds along with every other body part I had. There was this incesent beeping noise that made me want to wake up and hit my damn alarm clock.
“Damn alarm clock were are you!” I screamed in my head and the beeping became more annoying and rappied.
“Were is it?!” The beeping continued at it's new fast pase. Thats when I heard very faint, very mumbled words. I barley made out the words. But there was this one voice that I could make out. Just couldn't place the name, but I heard this voice pretty clear.
“Is she all right? What wrong? Is she died?” Was all I could make out. Ok, I guess not that good. I thought over what the voice said “Is she all right? What wrong? Is she died?”
That didn't make sense. Of course I am not dead. Hello? I am talking arn't I? So that means I am not dead or dying. Stupid dumb ass. Wait. Is she died? Why would that person be saying that? All I remember was trying to pull Koda off of Jara and then this wolf/horse thing atacking me then every thing going black....shit! I am dead! Great! What a great way to go! I mean come on! I get swatted at by a wolf/horse thing and then...BAM! I'm dead...thats no way to remember me..
But if I am dead how come I can her voices and if I was I would not feel like a million pounds. I willed my eyes open, but quickly closed them as I was hit with a bright white light.
“Great...I am dead.” The beeping noise was not as fast as it was before so that was good, but only a little. It was still very loud and annoying.
“Turn off you damn thing.” I mumbled out trying to find my alram clock. I heard a little bit of laughing and some gasps.
“Felicia!! Your ok! Thank god! I thought you were never going to wake up! They gave you some seditive or something like that and said you should wake up in a little. Then a little turned into an hour and they said I had to wait more then ten minuets for you to wake up!” It sounded like Seth or Quil not sure and I did not want to open my eyes again to the bright light.
“Quil. It might have been a reflex. She hasn't opened her eyes again..” That was Cam. I was sure.
“It was no damn reflex Cameron I am awake. But I don't want to open my eyes. Theres a very bright light and I don't want to walk into it..” I mumbled opening my eyes a little and once again there was that bright light. But I squwinted and opened them up more to find the room filled with lots of people.
“Where am I and why are you all here and turn of that beebing thing!” As I looked at the sea of faces I didn't see the one I wanted to see. My brother Jara. Maybe he was in another room, because he was there, then he was gone.
“Where's Jara?” Every one was quite.
“Well, to answer your questions. You are in a hospital and because we wanted to be here when you woke up and we can't turn off the beeping noise..” That was Quil. He was very serious.
“So. Were is he? And weres Jacob and mom?” I scanned the room again to see if they came in or not and they didn't.
“That little douche!” I said crossing my arms over my chest but quickly took them off as a pain shot through my whole chest.
“That hurt.” I mumbled and tore the covers off my body and lifted up my gown so I would be able to what was wrong with my chest.
“Jara, is with Sam and Jacob. Your mom I told her to go home. She is a little upset about..things..” Cameron said pulling the blanket up to my hips as Seth pointed out that I was only wearing boy shorts.
“Hey! Wow, please don't do that again Cam..eww..” I said but forgot about him when I looked at all the gause wrapped around my upper torso.
“Stop calling me Cam. To every one else in here I am Cam. But to you I am Dad.” He rebuked me.
“No your not. This gause has taken better care for me then you have.” I said back letting the hurt seep through. With that comment the only people in the room was Quil, Cam and I.
“We will talk about this later.” Cam whispered to me.
I just rolled my eyes and waved my hand to him dismisevly.
“So what happened to me? And what about Jara. I was in the bathroom with him and then Koda bit him and then out of no were this wolf/horse thing was in his place.” I stopped a moment and thought before I was back talking. “And why are Sam and Jacob with Jara...is he in worse condition then me?” I asked worried and tried to pulled myself up so I could look at every one. But as I did the pain shot through me again. But I didn't care. Soon I was sitting up some and looking at every one once again before I looked right at Quil and did not break the gaze.
I could see Quil swallow hard, like something was stuck in his throat. He broke my gaze first and looked over at Cam. I saw him shake his head “no” before Cameron was talking.
“There are somethings that you don't know about and when you are feeling better I will tell you what happened to you, after Jacob tells you about the things you don't know. But just so you won't panick. Jara is ok and....fine..” He seemed unsure of he last words about Jara. Like he was okay, but not good..or something.
Quil looked at me with big puppy eyes like he didn't like to see me this way. I smiled a little as I pulled down my gown and pulled the covers up to my neck and shivered.
“Cam you can go home now. I think I will be fine with Quil.” I said and shivered again, tho I was not really cold.
“Kay, fine. Only if you say the beging part of that sentence different.” He was next to the door now.
“Ugh! Fine. Dad-” I stressed the word Dad “You can go home now.” I gave him an annoyed smile.
“Thank you.” And with that he was gone.
“Quil-” I said all quite like and a little whinny. “Can you get into the bed with me. I'm cold.” I shivered again and gave a small smile. “Please?”
He had a big smile on his lips before he was climbing in the bed with me. I moved over so that I was an inch away from the edge. Let me tell you. Quil is a big boy. He takes up all of the room, and he is even on his side kinda. Like half on his back, half on his that makes any sense.
“You know your dad knows that you had one of his beers.” Quil said with a shit-eating-grin on his face.
“Well duh! I had a beer when I was watching Jara, and I left it on the table.” I said rolling my eyes.
“No, he did not see that. But the doctors said they had to wait a little bit longer before they could stich you up cause you had “comsumed”” He said using air quotations and stressing the word “alchohal. And couldn't have the seditive casue of it.” Still with that damn grin. I just wanted to slap it off of him. It made me irritated and the heart monitor gave me away as my heart beat incressed.
“Great. Now I am going to be dead. There's no way around this one.” I sighed then yawned.
“I'll let you go to sleep now. Kay?” He got up and I grabbed his arm to quickly and cringed.
“No. Don't go, I don't want to be here all alone..just turn off the light and come back?” I begged.
“Fine.” He turned off the light and came back to the bed. I was quickly comsumed by the heat of his body and felt relaxed and better having him next to me. He moved a little closer to me and gently drapped one of his arms on my waist and I closed my eyes and was instently asleep, dreaming of that thing that was in my bathroom.